How You Tought Me

You ripped out my heart when you left me behind in this cold and broken home.
You tore down my spirit when you released it into this untame world.
I'm still trying to understand why it hurts so much to cry,
but feels so much better when I don't question 'why'.
I still feel the cold of the wind coursing through my skin,
but now my arms have forgotten the warmth you put in them.
My eyes are still adjusting to this pain and suffering,
while my sight is still trained on the only thing un-tainted and un-maimed.
You love was so true that I thought,
It would only ever be me and you.
I had fallen for you fast,
looking for a love I thought would last.
Though what I found was strange and kind,
I refused to listen to my mind.
I guess you were right all along,
nothing is new when you're together so long.
You ripped out my heart when you left me alone,
And I still sit on my bed staring at the phone.
I can still see your smile in my dreams,
And I still can't figure out what it means.
No questions were asked when you said goodbye,
I'm only thankful that you didn't try to lie.
It still hurts deep inside when I think of you,
but feels even better when I know it was true.
Now when I cry I understand why,
you left me alone in this once broken home.
You tought me the power of love, my angel,
the one that was sent from above.
It doesn't hurt anymore now that I'm healed,
Just now when you love, aske before you steal...
Their Heart. <3